Our human heart can only take so much pressure, so much pain...with each stab, it draws weak.
We go through different episodes of "loses" and each affects our inner beings in different ways. The loss of a love one, death, losing a friendship, losing a battle in a relationship, etc...these are examples of voids the heart expiriences.
My heart has yet again taken another stab. Today I have lost a person whom I grew to love, regardless of the difficulties of life, she was as much part of my life as anyone I can remember from my childhood.
My aunt, my auncle's wife has passed today from kidney failure. She opened her arms and heart, and the doors of her home to us way back when kids. Will not elaborate on details, but eventually if you haven't read, you should have a clear picture by now...she was a pillar in my life and because I admired what she did and how she gave unconditional love, I sought to be just like her and the women in my life that inspired me to be a giver with no expectations.
God, please bless the family that is so far away, keep them in your loving care and give them what we can only wish them. The comfort to move forward and trust in Your hands that this too shall come to pass.
It is difficult to loose a love one, much more when you know it is in a death situation. To all my family, we are so close, yet soo far away. I love all of you and I am praying...keeping you all in my thoughts.
Words cannot express the deepest of pain of a human heart, they come close to resembling, but will never paint the perfect picture....
God Bless you Maria! You were such a great person and for all you did in our lives, I thank the LORD that you were part of the pillar in my life, that I learned from you to be responsible, to mature, and to always take initiatives. I may have never had an opportunity to show my deepest of gratitude because of the distance..in my heart those who contributed to making the kind of woman I am today hold a special place, you are one of those people. Thank you LORD for putting this amazing person in my life and for giving me a reason to further be of Gratitude...I pray for her family, to be strong and to know that YOU ARE UNDER CONTROL.
Los amo mucho a todos y Dios sabe que pronto nos veremos otra vez.
"...de la tierra venimos y a la tierra volvemos....Life is a precious gift, given to learn, mature, and to grasp to the most important aspect of life: family...love, and never ending gratitude..."
