" And I stood as high on that hill, next to that tree, gazing as the sun began to melt the snow around the fields, listening as the Canadian geese flocked into a nearby pond that was also frozen all around except for the middle part of it. I looked back and saw in the distance the beauty that sourrounds me, the fields that soon will be green and growing all sorts of crops. I took a deep breath of amazement, surprised at how life has turned in a way in my favor to reveal its beauty and love. All this beauty, hills, forrests, ponds, and the smell of fresh air. There I sat, quietly on that rock next to the barb wire fence reminiscing on old days. Touching that barb wire transported my present to a frozen moment in time, it took me back to many years of my youth. Memories rushed upon me, the feelings as though I belonged there. Dismissing almost immediately, I gazed into the distance seeing as life slowly returned to these frozen areas. The barb wire, it was my portal to the time, the essence of what crafted my strenght.
Life is now different. I am captivated, enchanted by this new environment. Could I adapt and make it my home? Is it daydreaming? At times I identify with Anne of Green Gables, lustfully and wishfully thinking on wonderful adventures, of fields of energy and exploration, and of sun bathed evenings swapping away at critters as I sit on the back porch.
Only God knows what the future holds, He is in control. I am a traveler, a passerby, exploring the world looking for my nest. Meanwhile, it is was my temporary stay...as the sun warmed my cold cheeks, I know I must return, go back into my daily routines. It was a perfect moment, to sit on that cold rock and feel as the years have wrapped around me the beauty of life. To k ow that regardless of what difficulties are experienced, none break me to the point of perdition, but rather increases my faith, perseverance, and passion to be a better woman....a woman of virtue, truth, morals, and imperfections - yes they are my pefect balance of who I am, my motivation to be a better person.
Where? What? How have I missed out on being at such glorious place? It has been a chaotic world, a chaotic life. This is my new beginning and do what? It is God's plan, I am trying to work extra hard to be that woman of excellence, be strong, and love wholeheartedly.
"Looking back - a brief introduction into the world of Vet work..."
That is right, a few weeks back I had the privilege, the honor really to admire first hand the art, passion, and hard work of a Veterinarian. More especifically a horse veterinarian. I am now more appreciative of the talent, the hard work that it is to take care of the beautiful creatures, the horses that bring so much peace and can be as equally fierce.
I am at a loss for words, Hands down I praise this man for all he does! I worked some, learning the trade, getting my share of filth and walked among horses. I froze some, but I did not care, I wanted to see the amazing skilled hands that meticulously worked on repairing or finding a solution to a patient, a horse.
Walked in muddy fields, observed and helped as we pulled a horse that had accidentally fallen on its side and could not get up. We flipped her over, but it was too late, she was too weak to continue to fight for her life. I felt sad, yet I knew she needed her rest. She was put to sleep. It was also amazing to see that all the horses, about 20 of them, came across the field and kissed on her their last goobyes. I am no expert, but that goes to show that these creatures have feelings, compassion, love and respect for one another. They are beautiful. Needless to say, while they all walked over, I slowly backed away. Let's just say I have not been exposed to as many horses like that and I do admire and reapect their nature.
What's next on the list? How about witnesing the birth of a baby calf? Yes, if I had not seen anything by that point, I saw it all and I lost it all. Well in a way. It was incredible yet terribly disgusting at the same time. My stomach cannot handle all that! Needless, it was quite the expeience.
My favorite part was when the Doc drew blood from baby colts:) they were so beautiful! The most amazing little creatures ever! How could I not fall in love?
Again, as an outsider looking into this profession and getting the mild introduction of a Veterinarian's world, I have to be honest...I admire all the more the strength, passion, dedication, and love that is required! Not to mention having a clear mind and continued education!
This doc, is amazing! Incredible! I do not mind getting dirty, pulling the weight, digging around and or working at the farm, but doing vet work and seeing the gruesome cuts or accidents on the horses, nope...my stomach cant handle it. Hands down to the Man! The DOC!
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